elephant in the room.

Are you-?

Tired of being on red alert all the goddam time? Yes. Yes. I am.

Fried.

I am an incurable Johnny One Note about the shit thats going down .

Call it women’s intuition.

Burn me at the public opinion stake. I do not give a rats toukas.

Why is this dope smoking hippie girl who just wants to have fun so serious all the time?

Well-In the galaxy of my internal universe , the planets of my mind are like a series of unique 60’s Diners. And, what plays on the tiny jukeboxes on the tiny tables of my hyper focused disintegrated thoughts is a pile of oldies mixed incongruently with some screeching punk anthems about what the FUCK IS ON THE GO IN THE WORLD.

My body and mind - synchronized? Not on yer life. My body is in negotiations with cortisol and its acidic minions pain and stiffness.

My mind is like a psychedelic tissue box . My brain sneezes and I reach for one.

Unfortunately I got them at the “Health Food Store” and they are “reusable”

Ad Nauseam.

Let’s start with the heart.

I’m shattered- and have been since April 2020- that more of us weren’t hippies as it goddam turned out. People who read “Whole Earth Catalogue” and who made their own wholewheat bread, grew their own gardens and who JUICED WHEATGRASS! People who gobbled “seven grain cereal’ and MU TEA! - all jumped up and said “yes sir! how high sir!?” to the INSANELY preposterous demands of the “GOVERNMENT” that we buy the whole kit and caboodle of “facts’ as laid out by companies whose founders are good ole eugenicists with all the money the billions of have-nots have not got.

Crushed me that smart people I knew from California Colorado New York state, in my Buddhist community- just all did as they were told. People did we not do mushrooms mescaline acid and hash and “get “ something fundamental about the rat race, possibly from a talking tree? Didn’t we sing along to “CHANT DOWN BABYLON??”

Not understanding that the advertising campaign of “ do the right thing” meant “make them richer and more powerful and make you sicker and more FUCKED” pretty much everyone tried to do it.

Even the old hippies!

GUYS! Carob brownies! Soy cheesecake! Alfalfa sprouts! Yoga!?

Remember?

Me and you started together .

In the early sixties. when they ripped us out of Nature and chained us to a desk at the age of five, what? Are we running our own company here?

Fuck off. Not a fan of complyin

I was a rebel and you didn’t say boo- was I dreaming that?

Apparently-the whole thing WAS a plan to turn out good citizens who would make six guys rich and fuck our own lives up bringing us to the brink of extinction and destroying the DNA of humans - how’s zat going’?

It um is picking up speed

Cut to 2020 the insane counter intuitive “measures” with a “War of the Worlds” roll out that captured the people who- having played the game and gotten the rewards outlined in the conditional playbook of success- wanted all the trophies and medals that came with the deal and more importantly to keep what they had- SO THEY KEPT PLAYING!!-

Brainwashed by bastards they had no good reason to trust except …conditioning. (advertising actually-(I’ve been astounded that Terry O’reilly has not done an UNDER THE INFLUENCE “ on this.. but you know.. CBC

“My doc recommended I take the second shot because the sudden onset cancer is probably not from the synthetic fuckery i injected for a 99.5 percent survivable virus”to keep my job.”

The government/pharma sponsored and controlled media ignored the fact that Doctors WHO ASKED QUESTIONS were fired, disgraced after decades of stellar recognized published science and service- for asking questions.

Ignoring the fact that 769 athletes have dropped on the feild in one year.

That deaths are up in young people well beyond Vietnam war losses. That isolating and injecting seniors and those with two or three of the kind of co-morbities that people have always gone down with bacterial pneumonia die off- was deadly. That good citizens are FUBAR and being told it has nothing to do with the bad batch.

The Prime Minister’s still at it. Rattling his sabre against the 6 million Canadians who are checking out escape routes .

There I go again. It’s hard to understand me when I’m this upset.

i just thought more of us would get it.

It’s been painful watching people be so unwilling to question authority because they got frightened into nonsensical compliance

They forgot how when rich people want be more rich they don’t care if you die. Thats just the cost of doing business. And Pfizer is making a killing

Sad face emoji.

I grew up with the awareness that all these bastards are destroying life on earth with every unbalanced white- man-fucking-the-world step they make for profit.

The feminine principal crushed . Feminism trampled.

Humanity bamboozled by a pandemic with red flags practically as its trademark .

The march toward wokeness is in swing. Wokeness that prevents hate speech -except towards people who value the DNA of our ancestors, the fertility and health of our population, the actual immune system, autonomy .

It is interesting and threatening A.F. to be the new receptacle for all the hate.

For what? We are standing by the victims of this disaster while the woke stand by some brutal fuckers, with the kind of pride that def. goeth before a fall.

I don’t know why so many trust them.

They never could get the water on First Nations reserves fixed. And it hasn’t been that long since they tore all the children from the First Nations families- in fact- this “Health and Safety”bullshuit rolled out just as the graves of these children were being discovered !!!

And I stood by- with my flabber well ghasted- as almost fucking EVERYONE believed these murderous war mongerin’ bastards..

The ones who came up with thalidomide.

Is it not galling or a RED FLAG TO YOU? That the “criminal” who is your brother-in- law who did a B. AND E. can’t get a job -but PFIZER -who has paid the largest CRIMINAL fines in HISTORY for misleading and killing people- is treated like ‘Holy Mother Church’ . Do you actually forget how un-HOLY those bastards are?

Now now thats not on the news, Cathy. You’re nuts. LETS NOT TALK ABOUT IT.

. Sorry-I just-I got aghast and I guess the wind changed- cause I’m still aghast.

In fact gobsmacked pretty much to death.

Pass the homemade granola and oregano oil.